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carterwolverton
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Name: Carter
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/11/1977
Gender: Male
Interests: I enjoy baseball, basketball, football, reading, watching movies, watching tv, amusment parks, and just hanging out with freinds.
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  jwolve8927
Member Since:
7/1/2004
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| I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I've discoured that I'm still in love, I've dated alot this last summer and I've come to the conclusion that I'm still in love with a young women, who odds are I'll never have my love returned, and that to me is about the sadiest thing I've had to deal with over the last few years. I guess it's true that it's better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all.
I know the few people who read what I right, well say carter just move on, and the truth is I agree with them, I've tired my hardest I've dated others, I've talked to wise people, I've partied, I've kept to myself, but it just hasn't worked, I guess I'm destied to die alone, don't worry it will be okay after all I'll have my neices and my nephew.
speaking of my nephew please keep him in your prayers as he has a lot of trouble breathing because of it he has been in and out of the hospital. He is so frequent at the hospital that the hospital has given him a ventalor. Well I should be going you know the truth is I always feel better after I unbirded my soul on this my web diary that no one reads, and yes I'm sure I'm going to pay for what I wrote but it's simply the truth and I need these words to come out. | | |
| Well its been awhile since I've written here, and truth be told I've missed it, there is just something about writing. So lets whats changed since I've last written, first I went home for a few days and got to spend time with my family, I met my nephew Garrett for the first time, and please keep him in your prayers as he has a very hard time breathing and has spent more time in the hospital then the entire rest of my family combined.
I also got to play with my nieces and let me tell you they are fun, it was hard to come back to cali espicaly since two of my three nieces live in Austrlia so if I'm lucky I get to see them once every two years.
Also on a little brighter note, I've started kind of seeing some one, but she is only 19 years old so who knows if thats going anywhere, and no none of you know her. I'm starting to think that after all these years I'm ready again for a relationship but I'm not sure its this girl, I think I want another sda who is as sda as I am. You know this little fact well shock you but between my last two girlfreinds it was 8 years.
That another funny thing if you ask me every single one of my ex girlfreinds is married, except the one that you all know, but I'm going to make a prediction, that I'm sure she finds out about, it's simply that she'll be married with in three years, and is that shocker it's either going to be a white guy, or a cuban. You all just watch at an alumi event in a few years she'll show up with him and their kids.
Gina, I wasn't really sure what you were talking about the last time I was at first service, so I couldn't really give you an answear sorry about that Well I hope all is well with all of you, and please do me a favor and pray for my nephew, and me if you don't mind I have two job interviews, and a job test this week. | | |
| Okay I'm back writing this journal again, since I last left off here is whats changed I decied to start working out again to lose my tummy that I so love, decied to by an Ibook, bought a ticket to go home to Gods country WASHINGTON for a few days, I got in to a disagrement with a coworker, and and some dear freinds have advised me to not speak with the the old freind I talked about elier, I waiting to talk to one more person about the old freind and then I'll make up my mind, the thing is that I so desprately want to start up a freindship again with the old freind and see what happens, after all that old freind stoled my heart, and I've never totaly got it back from the old freind. Also if anyone is reading this if you believe that that one person for you is out there, how do you know when if you should make an effort AGAIN to be with that person??? Any help with that answear would be nice.
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| Here I go again writing a journal entry, that no one well read. Wait a min I got a reader, and a beutiful one at that. Let me write what happened yesterday. A freind and I went to a fourth of july party in L.A. it was a very expense of party open bar, and a catered dinner. It was very nice. I'm freinds of the nephew of the lady who was throwing the party so thats how i got there. It was a blast
Later in the day I ran into two people that I haven't really talked to in awhile the first one is a freind that I had talked to online a few times, over the last year, the other person I hadn't talked to at all for over a year. While I really enjoyed talking to the first old freind, the 2nd old freind took me back to a place were I was the happiest I've ever been since I came to LSU. After we talked the depression that I had for the last two years started to come back. You know the truth is I had never been depressed in my entire life until my senior year of school, and that depression lasted for two years, (Here I was senior class president, president of towers, a senitor at large, members of the bilaws committe, security committe, an ABL coach, graduating from university (something most people though I would never do much less even get to university) among other things going on and all I wanted to do was go home so that I could get away with what was going on in the LSU universe. After all there was a rumor going around that could have simply destroid my old freind and my life) and just as I felt I was turning the corner the depression seems to be returning. I feel as if I've failed myself I talked to an old and trusted freind and she helped me to find some help, I'm going to call a counslor tomorrow. I'm going to talk to another trusted freind and ask her what she things tomorrow, and I'm going to email another freind since I know all three of these people will be blunt and up front with me, on what they think.
On a happier note, I'm going to by either an Ibook or a Powerbook either this weekend or earlier next week, after that i'll add a few pictures to this site. Well until tomorrow when I write another journal entry, good bye and thanks for listening. | | |
| Another day another journal entry, Well today was fun my brother from Austrila showed up, and surprised me at work. I haven't seen him since my graduation last june so it's been over a year. He leaves to go to Seattle tomorrow and then it's on to Andrews, back to Seattle and then back to Austrila. Later in his trip my sister-in-law Katie, and my two necies Hannah and Sydney will join Casey in Seattle, and I'll be able to fly home once or twice to see them, I haven't seen any of them in over two years. Also when I fly home I'll get to meet my new nephew John Garret Wolverton. I also get to meet newest 2nd cousins there are twins, and another boy to meet. I can't wait, espicaly to hold my nephew Garret, he is the first Wolverton Male in my immidate family of the third generation.
It's going to be great fun playing with Hannah, Sydney, Gracie, and the rest of the family Emma, Kylie, Dayson, Tera, Aden, the twins and Patrick. Its also going to be great to see my grandparents, my uncles and aunts, cousins, parents and of course my brothers and sisters-in-laws, it's going to be great fun also hearing who they want to fix me up with, since I've been single for two years now, still trying to figure out if I want to be set up, if I even want a girlfreind right now, or just keep plodding along going on a few dates a month. Well enough for writing in this journal that no one reads. | | |
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